| ''everything that has a beginning has an end.''
the sentence best describes my feeling toward this xanga account, as i decided this'd be the last entry here, beside using it to browse others' pages, it'll not be updated permanently. it's been about four years since this account was created on 28/4/2004, and it highlighted an important phrase to me, from university to workplace. so many things happened. the words here've been a mixture of reality and illusion, sometimes i did fool myself as well for didn't even know what i was thinking.
guess i've learnt and grown a lot in these few years, when reading those entries again, they do remind me to pursue what i really want in future.
thanks for all those people and issues i recorded here, for that they have filled up my memories, and all these will continue to be in my mind.
it's time to procced to another stage. take care, thanks and goodbye =) |
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| when i was small and christmas trees were tall
we used to love while others used to play
dont ask me why but time has passed us by
some one else moved in from far away
now we are tall and christmas trees are small
and you dont ask the time of day
take care
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'' 儘管李天命很多觀點我都不敢苟同，但他說的一點倒同意，就是現在很多人有思考盲點，一聽到「爭人權爭自由」這些魔術字眼就想也不想的支持，以為一定是正義之舉。好比現在達賴喇嘛和一眾舊屬的流亡政府，一直在海外高喊要爭取西藏自由人權，外國立刻都聞風而應，尤其是中國當政的正好人權往績差劣，更加讓這群洋鬼子深信不疑的「抗中援藏」。酬加上達賴披著那件神秘的東方佛教袈裟，拿來哄騙洋鬼子，便以為他是和平之士，所說必定句句真誠，舊日達賴治下的西藏，肯定是不受現代物慾污染的人間淨土。所以近日西藏一亂，世界要求聲援之聲響徹全球。誰知那群無知而不自知，自高自大的洋鬼子，被達賴用作了政治工具還心甘命抵五體投地。更可笑的是支聯會那群人又不是像洋鬼子無知又不懂東方文化，竟然聽到「自由」「人權」「鎮壓」一堆名詞，就倒戈相向，與中國人民為敵。
實則西藏地處世上最險惡地方，自然資源稀少，空氣稀薄，人均壽命少有長過50歲，在這種環境，需要投入極大勞動力，才能得食。歷代上層統治階不願受此苦罪，為一己私利，強迫大多數人民當農奴，把耕作生產的粗重活全嫁到他們身上，自己坐享其利，又用佛教輪迴思想愚惑他們，令他們自認前世惡孽深重，今世生這苦命，只能怪責埋怨自己，不能怪責奴隸主。又上層對下層之壓榨極無人道，地主可隨意動用私刑，只要犯了小罪，下層人便要被剜目斷手。如此地方，人權只有到了西方極樂才可望得。中國共產黨解放西藏，起初也出於尊重當地文化，沒有立刻大搞改革，只是施行了若干改制，使下層人生活稍為改善，還對達賴喇嘛施禮有加。包括大喇嘛在內的上層階級，見自身利益受損，竟然大為干火，而起反叛之心，於是五十年代有所謂西藏叛變，米帝中情局亦暗中插手，正如他們之後也培植塔利班一樣，以宗教勢力反共。參與其事的多是上層的紈袴子弟，這群人事敗後財走印度，搞出現在的所謂流亡政府，現在又是個個在外一面散播漢人欺壓藏人的流言，令外國人人信以為真，輿論一面倒指責中國，一面飽享洋鬼子政府的殊遇，收一群高宮貴人荷里活大明星作弟子，受其供養。如此神棍騙徒，竟然還有人口口聲聲要支持他們。試問這種人一面在外面說壞話，一面扮作可憐狀，這種虛偽不堪的偽君子，怎麼能夠期望和他們談判，會有什麼效果。達賴現在滿臉委屈的說自己不爭取獨立中國不給機會，但他的舊屬又是否個個放棄獨立？他自己不用親自爭獨立，正如李洪志不用親自去中國大使館外靜坐練功，只要他號召足夠洋鬼子替他爭獨立就夠了。
中國現在就一個條件，要他承認西藏屬於中國領土一部份，他死活不肯，這是司馬昭之心，路人皆知。又有指責中國不開放西藏給外國媒體，試問一群外國記者，個個都渴望趁中國搞奧運前夕，去西藏挖個大醜聞，描得中國黑過墨汁，讓受到經濟衰退次按憂慮生活質素下降困擾的觀眾，一個大好的發洩渠道，一紓中國發展經濟搶他們的飯碗的鳥氣。這樣的外國媒體，能指望他們肯誠實的去拉薩報導真相，如果真有人這樣想，那真是中了洋鬼子的計了。所以，中國封鎖西藏不讓外國媒體入境，完全合情合理，無可指責之處。想怕香港不少人已經中了西媒之毒，以為西藏被中國鎮壓，人民受苦不堪，懇請認清事件的複雜，此事處理稍一不慎，將是貽害無窮，不要再無知的投向袈裟之下，為其作倀了。『1987年9月24日，達賴喇嘛在印地安那大學舉行記者招待會，公然宣稱「西藏不是中國的一部分，西藏是一個獨立國家。」』（維基）''
(source from a friend's xanga) |
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| this ad should get an award in those yearly 10 best ceremony:
http://www.regaine.com.hk/promotion/
what's the feeling for the guys with same problem when they watch this ad?
18 a-plus, 18 more to go
be happy with what's around u, especially when there's no better alternative |
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| in 1996
the song 'truly madly deeply' fully captured me
in 2000
savage garden split up
8 years later
the voice of darren hayes continue to occupy my mind
so beautiful
especially i like two of their unfamous songs:
'i don't know you anymore'
'two beds and a coffee machine'
soulful melodies and lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Am0ZPrYrEpQ&feature=related
there's really music can shed your tears |
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